Sorry all

[Abby The Rat]

 Sorry all, I'm sorry about the long siggy.. but I've got rid of it.... but I want to remember it... so here it is.. saved..


I'm a Hon Girl (Thanks Calria) ~Winks~
You know who is on my cool list
YOU

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So once again we are having a rare on who can reach 50,000 characters.. That Julie have found we can do.. Julie cheated and have a head start.. ~Stares at her~

So... all redwalls be scared... be very very very scared. Once again we are having a race to see who can reach it first. Of couse, trying it once before a long time ago.. mean s I have to try again.. and this time.. I'm REALLY going to win.. so take that JULIE I will win. Moo Moo Moo.

Ok.. First off.. list of cool people..

• Aden
  
• alacazar
  
• Alazar the Axe
  
• Alderine
  
• Aldor Plain Walker
  
• almkamn
  
• Aminrael
  
• Angrod Palantir
  
• Aqualis
  
• Arcangel
  
• Ashyra Nightwing
  
• Aurora Beam
  
• Badrang the Tyrant
  
• baransarn
  
• baska
  
• Beem
  
• Black Claw
  
• Blackeyes
  
• Blood Wake
  
• Bloodrath
  
• Bluemoon The Wof
  
• Boar the Fighter
  
• bob3
  
• Boze (Admin)
  
• Bran Stoneshield
  
• Calria.. who is also my beloved
  
• Checkerpaw
  
• Cindarin
  
• CoolClaw
  
• Dead Eye      
  
• Dixie Ros?
  
• Dilf
  
• Der fuhrer
  
• Deathclaw
  
• Duke Aubres
  
• fingo
  
• Germania
  
• General Austin
  
• Gen. Volkov
  
• griever
  
• Holby
  
• Kazaar
  
• Kilkenne
  
• Kenny Boy
  
• Klamath
• Mark
  
• Menatus
  
• Mikalae DarkKnight
  
• Peace Alliance
  
• Quamicauzilot
  
• Ragefur
  
• RazorClaw
  
• Retto
  
• Riverpaw
  
• Rough Raiders
  
• Scarwake
  
• Shael of Torethevel
  
• Sha
  
• Shytalon
  
• snowspine
  
• Stormclaw
  
• Teufel
  
• The Beatles
  
• The Lady Shael
  
• The Weasel Liberation Movement
  
• TR Shadow
  
• Trident < Miss her
  
• Tsarmina
  
• Urran Voh
  
• wolf bite
  
• ~>John<~
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  Ok.. now I'm at 1834.. what else can I do to waste characters... hmmm... .............................................................
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  OOUuu.. I know...  I could many dots with different colours and all that..
  
  
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  By the way... I'm sorry for all this.. I will take it down and post it like I did before with the last race........ how this could take a really long time.. I wonder which idiot have changed this to allow 50,000 characters hmm??? HMMM?? I mean..  this was changed to stop people making REALLLY REALLLY long siggys like I have done.. so.. come on.. who did it? was it you Wolf bite? or You Retto or Shael?
  
  Meh... Can't of been me.. I'm not a Admin anymore. ~moos sadly~ I guess .
  
  By the way..
  
  I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah
  I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah
  I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah
  I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah
  I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah
  I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah
  I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah
  I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah
  I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah
  I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah
  I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah
  I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah
  I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah
  I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah I love Sarah
  
  Ok.. now whatelse can I do.. I could always say, I love you all.. but I already do.. OOOU.. I Could just link to a large picture.. but nah..
  
  Hmm... I think I just add this picture.. since I love it muchly
  
  
  
  WOOT.. heh. I hope  you can see it. it really a good picture.. I love it.. it is a team work of me and Beloved Sarah. She drew the picture and I coloured it in.
  
  I now shall add all the poems I can remember done here
  
  Lost in Love
  Warm and safe,
  In the Womb
  Of love.
  Lost there,
  Never Wanting To be found.
  Free
  
  Together Forever,
  Lost in the Forest.
  In the Warmth,
  Of The Sun.
  
  Born Each Day
  Next to Beloved
  
  Love
  
  
  Lost
  Flowing off your hand,
  Between your fingers.
  Losing touch,
  Your will
  
  Time ticks, lost forever
  Clinging as sands roll off
  Why her, Why him
  Lost completely
  
  Hope
  As you fist
  Holding the last few grains of sand
  Only to let go
  
  And End it all
  
  
  untitled
  Through the tears I shed
  My cheeks soaked Yet untouched, uncaressed
  
  You care for me, you'll touch and caress my cheek
  A soft kiss, is all I need
  
  My heart hurts, names called to upset
  Hands tembles
  
  You'll hold my hand, Tell me names are false
  A soft kiss, is all I need
  
  My body shivers, the air chills
  All alone
  
  And you wraps your arms around me, sharing warmth
  A soft kiss, is all I need
  
  So many miles away, we are stuck
  Away from each other.
  
  All I need, is a soft kiss and I know we are together
  
  
  untitled
  Alone in thoughts,
  Playing with a blade in my mind
  Dancing with fire
  Cold in the night
  Stars blacked
  Darkness cloats
  I, useless
  Should be beaten
  Messed and thrown
  Like dirt, that I am really is.
  This is who I am
  Dirt, unwanted, discarded
  Uncaring and false
  
  
  Untitled
  Something cold rest against my skin
  Pressed by force known
  Caused by the past
  Following now
  Cuts and dark blood flows
  Wetting the hand of the force
  I hate you, echos
  Blood, dark, flows.
  Draining Life as love is lost
  Wanting that sweet blackness
  Deeper it cuts, more darker blood becomes
  Wonderful Poison Thy Taste
  Forced by known
  Hate filled
  Stronger then love.
  Evil, I are true love
  
  
  A Kiss Blown
  A kiss blown
  A kiss caught
  
  thousands of miles
  The kiss went
  
  Not thrown
  Not brought
  
  A smiles
  blissfully
  
  
  I and My Silent World
  Oh how I watch the world pass.
  Stare in amazements at every object,
  Curious to what secret it may hold.
  From my silent world I watch.
  
  I see you, feel you, smell you,
  Even taste food from you
  But never to hear you.
  I watch, I see, I try.
  I see your face, read you lips.
  
  My mind and heart works together
  As a couple, right for each other but not mature.
  My hair to hide my secret.
  To cover what man made for safely,
  For my understanding.
  
  I shy first but not the second.
  I seem normal but am not.
  For I have get understanding for the world around.
  My heart hears music, my mind hears music but not ears.
  I have a body full of care.
  
  To look at, I?m odd,
  To see beyond me I?m unique.
  I can see what other people don?t.
  I believe in heaven, earth and who made it.
  
  In the world I have no time to stand and stare.
  In my peaceful world, time moves slow.
  I fly free across the sky of blue and white.
  As a male I am as strong as one but I care as a female.
  
  For people who know me, they will understand me a little more.
  People who don?t know me, they will have
  more understanding of my silent world and I
  
  
  We love
  Through tears comes love.
  thought love comes tears
  No matter how painful, love breaks through.
  Powerful as the Sun, always
  My love for you still grows
  Like a oak tree, tall and old
  Distance between us won't last forever
  Love bonds and pulls
  But one day we'll come together
  Never pushed or pulled but under own power
  People and distance will no longer hold us back from eachother
  Love overcomes life
  Love overcomes pain
  Through tears comes love
  Through love comes tears
  
  
  Untitled
  Soul is free and priceless
  Many Soul are all one
  
  The heart is open and clean
  Abused body never touch
  
  Mind control the skin
  Clear and stong
  
  Love is never one
  Always true
  
  I, A freind, open to you
  You, a friend I never met
  
  We, a love
  A love never break
  
  A love never break
  A love never break
  
  A love only change
  never break
  
  
  Each Day
  Each day
  Each hour
  Each min
  Each second
  
  That I have stopped dreaming
  Each of these dreams is about you
  
  Each day
  Each hour
  Each min
  Each second
  
  That I wanted to be with you
  Each of you
  
  Each day
  Each hour
  Each min
  Each second
  
  That I wanted to give you a cuddle
  For real
  
  Each day
  Each hour
  Each min
  Each second
  
  To be there for you,
  There in your eyes
  
  I dream that distance was never true
  And I'm there, right next to you
  If you're in need
  If I'm in need
  
  Each day
  Each hour
  Each min
  Each second
  Not once, have I stopped dreaming
  
  
  I long
  I long for your touch
  That touch, that tells me everything it's alright
  That touch, that tells me how much you love me
  That touch of care
  That touch
  That touch, that's real
  
  I long for your arms
  Those arms that will warp me in love
  Those arms that soft and strong
  Those arms of bond
  Those arms
  Those arms, that's real
  
  I long for your movement
  That movement, that tells me of where you are
  That movement, that's is free and careless
  That movement of freedom
  That movement
  That movements, that's real
  
  Just to be close
  I long for you
  With your touch
  With your arms
  With your movement
  I love for them to become real to me
  
  
  Life's Path
  Life follows a path
  Many route to float a long
  Random and by choice
  Always follow one
  Life is your
  Free to lead
  Run, walk, crawl
  Take your own speed
  Other follows
  Place each step
  One after another
  and your life follow the path
  On always
  from the start to the end
  
  
  Tap
  Tap A
  Tap D
  Tap A
  Tap M
  
  Tapping ADAM
  Keyboard Rules
  Tap...Tap...Tap
  Taptaptaptaptap
  
  That sound
  Fast, Slow
  In your ears
  You learn not to hear it
  
  Tap B
  Tap E
  Tap L
  Tap O
  Tap V
  Tap E
  Tap D
  
  Tapping BELOVED
  The sound of someone on a keyboard
  First try, looking for letters
  Listen to them speed up
  taptaptaptaptap
  Years of tapping
  Speed only equal more tapping
  
  Tap.. oh Joy I've put with it
  Tap.. Easy to just listen to it
  Tap.. Going Crazy?
  Tap.. Oh stop
  Tap.. Just do what you learn to do
  Tap.. Stop listening to it
  Tap! Tap! Tap! Tap! Tap!
  
  
  Meaning of Same
  Images of mind
  Does not work
  Missing of one
  My pair true
  Next to me
  Of one self
  one of faces
  
  Dream
  Fail
  Without
  Soulmate
  By
  My
  Side
  
  
  I wonder.. If I should add colours to these poems.. ~does so~
  
  ok.. now I've added to the poems.. and it only jacked from characters up very small.. I'm sorry all for you all that is really annoyed by this.. but I had to do it.. for old times sake and fun.. Man... I always loved this race. Ow.. my hands hurts from typing so fast for so long now.. I'm not going to give up now. Not when I'm at 11290 characters count............. WOOT that's 1/5 of a way there. Come on Addy.. You can do it. I know you can.. GAHHH.. I need a drink.. MAN... I really need a drink.. brb all
  
  
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  BACK.. man I need that drink badly. Anyway what to add next... Hmmm... I KNOW.. the story I've been working on.
  
  (By the way.. the only rules is.. no over repeating (like MILLIONs of dots, a few dots are ok.. and no copying other peoples works. Just so we are clear)
  
  
  
  Chapter One
  Surprise of love
  Her Dad shout out ?Lucy we?re going to be late.? Lucy enters the room and heads straight searching through the drawers of the desks. ?But I can?t find it,? she reply ?it not in any of my drawers.? Looking down the back of the sofa, Alex or ?Max?, as he like to be called for the reason is only know to him, sighs ?Leave it you find it later,? almost ready to drag his half sister to the car ?I must find it? cried Lucy ?I never go anywhere with out it. What happen to my locket?!? After searching the back of the chair, she slowly pulls out a chain, which shines in the light and on the end of chain is a locket. In side is a picture her mum, she has long blonde hair flowing in the wind, her face staring at you with deep blue eye seeing through you and her cheeks so soft and golden it impossible to describe it. ?I love you Mum!? she whisper. ?I got it dad?, who stranding at the door, looking at his watch hope it?s fast, wearing a dark suit and blue tie.
  ?Right then, let go.? He said getting impatient ?Don?t forget the money.? Alex, age 16, stuffy as a lad can be in school uniform. He take great pride in his black hair, which is really a hedgehog, combing it back and walks to the car. Lucy come running out the house and flies into the car. Dad gets in, put the seat belt on, turn the key and drive off. Lucy has just turn 12 beginning to look just her mum. The different is height and that she has brown eye like Dad and Alex. She looks out the windows and sigh, watching the countryside roll by merging into building and offices blocks. 15 minutes later pulling up to a large old school one of the oldest school in the world still stranding today. Alex dashed off with his mates, waving bye to Dad. ?Off you go then love, you?re making me later then I am now.? he said impatiently.
  ?Ok dada, love you? she spoke softy, kissing on the cheeks ?see yer later.?
  ?Bye? reply Dad, and off he drove waves as he goes. Lucy walks in on her own. She has no friends and prefers to be alone but there are times when she wishes for a true friend, someone that understand without words.
  
  Walking into the classroom, she is already becoming the cleverest in the class. For some strange reason she felt really tried. She just could not understand it, normally so wide wake she never miss a thing. Eyes slowly drops until she is so deeply asleep for the next few moment nothing happened. Suddenly she woke up, looking around there no one there, not even the school hamster running around in the cage. ?How odd? thought Lucy ?No one here?? She looks and looks all around the school and just was not able to see one living thing, that if you don?t count the trees and grass. ?It must be a dream? as she walks into a lamppost this hurtled Lucy. ?Ah? she cried. A thought has crossed her mind ?What if I fell asleep before some horror came!? The sun still shining brightly as ever before, walking around, looking high and low, east and west, north and south, wondering what ever happen. Fear filled her and she ran home, stopping, now and then, for a breather and take in the scene, still not one person or animal around. After awhile she reached home, key into lock and just as she was to open the door, she felt a presence behind her, taking a look she found there was nothing there. Walking on in, calling out for Dad or Alex only silent and peace that surrounded her. Walking on, she passed a mirror, something made her gasp, her reflection, it was different. She wasn?t a 12-year-old girl but a 16 year old and behind her was an image of a person. Shocked by the image, stepping back right into the arms of this person. This was not just some person, but her long lost mother. ?Mum?? said in amazement, ?Is it really you?? Turning around just carefully and slowly. ?But you left us.? Hating to say that ?D? word. ?How could it be, oh, I love you.? Wrapping her arms in a deep love embrace as no tomorrow would come. After time the arm soften it grips just so she could look up into her eyes, her face so beautifully happy but yet serious.
  ?My daughter? She spoke finally ?I?m here to tell of many life changing things. You have a gift that no-one save one have. Everything you say or do with have affect forever. Don?t worry you will have help and guidance.? Passing a small object into Lucy hand ?This is called a Y?n, keep it safe has you kept that locket safe.? She hums a soft and wonderful tune, so sweet that Lucy felt sleepy, weary and happy. The surrounds grew dimmer and dimmer until black. The tune still float around when she spoke once more ?Lucy, your gift must only be know by your companions whom you be meeting soon, once together you and your companions will learn to use this gift more and only then will you learn it true name? ?How will I know them?? Lucy called back ?You will know? was the reply. ?Your companion has different skills in the gift. Our time grow shorts for time still goes forward only more slowly on this plane.
  ?Plane?? said Lucy, ?What do you mean?? she now really confused ?What is this plane? Where am I?? The silent took hold and only the deep breathing from Lucy is heard.
  ?Listen.? She said softly ?What do you hear? This plane is Silent Dream. I have to go, never worry fore that you will learn more.? She softly moves back into the darkness, speaking her last words? You have a gift that is beyond the understanding of other but of your companion.?
  Lucy started to hear other voices as the darkness grew just before it grew complete she cried into the darkness ?Bye mum.? Before she knew it, she was wide awake staring at the teacher shouting at her ?Wake up Lucy, this is not a bedroom and that desk is not a bed! Now, could you tell me what H20 stand for??
  Lucy answered, blinking back ?Water??
  ?That is right. So have been listen while you been asleep or something. Anyway?? And the teacher carried on.
  Lucy gave off a sigh ?So it was a dream.? Opening her hand to gasp the pen, a small yellow object fell out. ?It was not a dream.? Thought Lucy happily ?So what is this gift I have?? That question have filled her head for the rest of school.
  
  
  
  Chapter Two
  Meeting of Companions
  
  After School she met with Alex outside the gates waiting for Dad to pick them up. Alex chants ?Lucy falls asleep?, she kept calm and cool with not one word back, this surprised him since she always tells him to shut up like sisters always do however something things about her that made him stop. She had a slight bluish glow about her which is something he never seen in her. Minutes later Dad pull up to meet them,
  ?Hey Dad, how was work?? He said climbing into the car Lucy following behind still quiet.
  ?Hi, Fine. Lucy are you, alright?? said Dad
  ?Fine Dad, I?m ok? She replied. The trip home with not one peep out of anyone, until broken by Dad,
  ?Alex, Lucy! I have to pick someone up on the way home, ok guys?? He was greeted with silent, ?guys??
  ?Yeah, alright, it?s fine by me? replies Alex
  ?Lucy?? Dad asked ?What about you?
  She answers ?All alright. Who is she or he??
  ?Well her name is Kath and she?s going to be new work mate for me?
  ?Hmm, so where is she living at the moment?? asked Alex.
  ?Ah! I need to ask you guys if she can stay with us until her home is ready.?
  ?What! Another girl in the house. That?s great!? cried Alex in uproar, since he doesn?t really get a say.
  ?That?s fine? sigh Lucy, looking out the window. Countryside, urban life rolled into one.
  
  The car pulls up to the station, with hundreds of people milling around, leaving or coming. It was easy to find her she was standing still along the crowd.
  ?Hey Kath, over here? Dad called out, waving as if he was bring in an aircraft. Kath is extremely beautiful, long brown hair, shining against the light, green eyes and fine figure prefect if it wasn?t for the scar on her left cheek, how she got that only she knows. After quick meeting and introduction. The group set home.
  
  Dinner eaten in silent, apart from some odd talk to Kath, on where she is to live, how she feels and so forth.  When dinner was over, they sat down in the living room, save Lucy as she gone off to her room to complete her homework. She opened her book and a picture fell out. The pictures of someone, whom she doesn?t know or have a remote idea of who. ?How did that get into my book,? Lucy thought placing it in her pocket, just in case someone lost it or something. Time ticked by and soon she has done her homework. Letting out a yawn, feeling exhausted from a long day. One quick change, clean teeth, wash and all that, hit the pillow, and there, she lies, fast asleep. Few minutes and Lucy found herself  awake suddenly, not in her bedroom but in a white room with many windows. Dark from all the curtains drawn across the many windows. Drawn to one curtains, she walks over and pulls it open and look out to the green world and there stands one guy, he was the same person as in the picture she found earlier. Middle length hair, that was just right,
  

[Gen. Volkov]

 *Scroll finger gets cramps* Just noticed... I'm on your list! *w00ts*

[Nohcnonk]

 *never makes anyone's "cool people" lists*

The  <_<  smiley needs to fix!

[Gen. Volkov]

 You made my list Nohc... lol a list of one.

[Admin Are Gods]

 Yay!! Someone who likes me!

*And there was a fizzling cheer*

[Abby The Rat]

 Maybe that is because you haven't signed on the forum when I made that list.

[Ruatine]

 *smiles* I made the list too...


though I'm a pretty awful friend who never gets online...

[Scarwake]

 Yeah, tsk tsk....Stephanie....*points an accusing finger* OH WELL, we still love ya!!

[calria]

 Tch. Ad got me visiting here more than once in a two week period... not good at all for my "left RWL" status... not good at all...
*harumphs*

~A ubiqitous post from Cal, who is NOT back.

[Holby]

 Welcome back, Cal. Nice ta see you again.

[alacazar]

 Wow  im on the list,            I hope i dint just take myself of the list...

[windhound]

  ;)   windy just wasnt cool enough to be on Ad's 'cool' list..  hehe..  

*waves*  welcome back Ad and Calria..  

[Ashyra Nightwing]

 Ad and Sarah are back!

w000000tness..  *bounces happily*

[Admin Are Gods]

 TEUFEL!

I love your avatar!! It's like...Whoa awsome!

[calria]

 *does the odd little happy dance*
I feel like such a dork... I was only gone for something like 6 weeks. ^-^